“Slipping Away”

grown to a limit
til out of sight
cricket speaks; nothing comes cheap
even if you don’t agree
your; my story is complete
we are lost
world no longer at our feet
listen to it
the heart beat
slowing every minute
sooner no later
stops… fades
pre-planned to disappear
disperse, deceased, gone
no more together
no more alone
no more you or me

© Da Absentee 2011


I have grown or lived to my potential. As I am leaving this life. In my last moments I think about the world and what it has become, I think of the things my elders have said and no matter how much I tried to ignore what they said. I find myself quoting what they said. I think of my life. The good and bad and what it cost me to live the way I did. The world has become so off track with what we as humans really need. I am dying, the world is dying. I already know that everything must come to an end, even me. As I fade and enter eternal sleep.

I have never been afraid of death, and I never have understood the reason to want to cheat death. As long as I could remember, or as soon as I had a true understanding of what death was… It was clear that we all are going to get there one way or another. Why do some of us dread something as huge as death, which is something we have no control over, something everyone will at some point experience. No exceptions.

As Always…

Stay Positive!




“Silly Love”


Silly love
I need your love
type i`ve been dreaming of;
makes me laugh
makes me cry
keeps me hot
to dry my eyes;
I need it there
to be the one
to make me mad
and make it fun;
I need it close
I need it far
I need you
wherever you are…

trying to reach you
let me know
is this the end
thought we got past all that
we were together
down for whatever
cool, calm, collective
couldn’t be better
before anger & frustration
before blood & emotions racing
we were one
love was true
not dazed
not confused…

everything just came
never thought
what to do?
What can I do?
Things that I want to do
where to begin?
You tied me up
but still
i`m gone with the wind
fallen into the lust & sin
don’t know if I can be without
ever again


you took
me & my heart away from here
took it somewhere
so far
told myself
I can`t be here?
You took me away from me
in that
loving you dearly
seems like we fell flat
bad times
we got that down pact
got to
got to make it up to you
sorry boo
can`t stand
the back and forth we do
but I needed it
like I need you


silly love
I need your love
type i`ve been dreaming of
makes me laugh
makes me cry
keeps me hot
to dry my eyes
I need it there
to be the one
to make me mad
and make it fun
I need it close
I need it far
I need you
wherever you are…

© Da Absentee 2011


Song Lyrics:

I’ve found that when I go into song writing mode I tend to keep it real simple, I don’t know if it’s a sub-conscience thing where I want everyone to understand or if it is a gift to break it down to just a linear understanding. I am always pleased with my results but knowing my mind goes so much deeper it has always been a question that I pose to myself. I guess it’s just one of the mysteries of me; the quest to be and do better, to do more. This is an attempt to breakdown one of those love-hate, bad for you but good for you, dysfunctional relationships.

As Always…

Stay Positive!

“A Couple’s Prayer”

Dear Lord,
we come to you humble and meek
your forgiveness and guidance, we seek.
We praise you for your undying grace
by giving us each other you also filled the other empty space
not only do we wish to be fortified in the spirit
Lord. To you; our relationship we`d like to commit
for without you…
There`s no foundation
the ship would surely sail for this relation
aware of our weaknesses we pray for strength
to our years together; dear Lord add length
mold us into images of your desire
purify us wonderful Sanctifier
let us be patient
let us be kind, let us be all that love defines
help us not to fall into despair
humble us to spread Your Love, Your Care
protect our love, not to be touched by others
keep us as pure siblings, children and lovers
not to be broken by the devils` interferance
keep us in your arms from hence
influence us to be strong
to love and be separated no matter how long
let us love each other
as we together love you Lord
in closing
we ask for you to continue to bless us
together as one
we say thank you…


I just felt like sharing.

Stay Positive!