“Ugly Inside”

I shouldn’t be down this road
you’re sending me down this road
I am coming to grips with my tortured, tormented soul

desperate only thinking of then
who cares if you were disrespected
so now I sit reflected
have I made a mistake?

my heart doesn’t feel right
these feelings are out-of-place
yet I sleep at night
I am a cold-hearted, un-nurturing soul
I can hold on to dirt and falsify its gold

carry a lie like it’s not even a load
I can use honesty
but deceive instead
I am not nice
I am more than bittersweet
I am not what you perceive me to be

shallow, hollow, wicked, apprehensive, grudge filled

are words you can use to describe me
I can decry anyone in a blink of an eye
better yet deface
don’t ask for a second why?
“check me”
I dare you to try…

© Da Absentee 2011


Moral to the story… When someone tells you who they are, you should listen.

As Always…

Stay Positive!

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