Monthly Archives: May 2013

“Thoughts – 19”

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I hate to hear them cry
how far we`ve come
how hard we`ve tried
can’t do for self
really ?
you need someone else
to tell you how your suppose to feel inside
many abuse the system
plus abused by the system
have a voice and wont use it
have life and refuse it
refuse to live
refuse to do their part
I don’t appreciate the lack of heart
picture not having
and still knowing worse
privilege is a blessing
but also curse
someone always takes your view
and applies it in reverse

© Da Absentee 2012

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Going through a phase of not knowing what to write but wanting to write. Theses thoughts came out. It’s about those people in this world who seem to always have a problem that they themselves never know how to fix but everyone else should fix it for them.

As Always…

Stay Positive!

“Quick”

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Starting collections for a rite of passage,
drawn in heavy laden carriage
my mind slips…

I don’t collect
I hoard
I purge
I diverge
I process
I repeat
I feel heat, ecstasy and pleasure
only pure

I take the ride
only for I to endure
pressure unsure
I pause
I caress the floor
who is this
the foreplay, the during, the after…
the exchange

I can’t…
don’t want to leave
I want to wallow in the moment
replay, play, rewind
do it again
do you again…
become lover friend
dream knight
savor pleasures
pursue until the end

undo and break bed…
break walls
rise and fall
strong…

pick you up;
combine them all
so I can taste and feel the sugarwall

sweets
call it just what it is
human bondage and fabric
I need candy in my moment
even tho I think I have enough in my mouth

I press and melt into
your skin…
cream…
stroke…
cream…
exhale…
to get it off…

© Da Absentee 2011

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As Always…

Stay Positive!

“A Truth”

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I am blessed
he shows me this in so many ways
when im down and out
he gives me – lends me…
inspiration
in so many ways
it’s when I don’t think of him
that’s when he surprises me
so in turn it reminds me

I am blessed
he can turn the worries into elation
he loves with those unexpected gifts
which reminds me to be unselfish
to give….
not to be heavily concerned with returns

I am blessed
so its to be more like him…
Deep rooted, constant, fearless
it’s for these things I yearn

© Da Absentee 2012

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There are times in your life when you realize that this world is so much bigger than you and what you come in contact with. The statements made in this poem are true. That is all..

As Always…

Stay Positive!

“Before I Open My Eyes”

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Absentee:
I’m in an escape, which I needed
Pain has left for a time
Hurt passed for a while
Things I don’t want; can wait
Everything in silence just for now…
Peace is mine.

 Lyric:
Peace is my focus…
While metered breathing ushers me
Down the path of spirituality
I visualize the wanted me
As if she is a dream…Unreal…
She helps me reach within the shell of collected discards

Absentee:
Strength is my next transition
Fortify…
Black and white.
Simplify…
I have somewhere to be
Someplace to reach
Forward
I will not. Can not
Let the past and what is in front of me
Start to begin stopping me…
So I hold my strength
Hold my peace.

Lyric:
My truth within me
Hold my clarity
My sanity
I hold this moments serenity
Preparing me
For the journey ahead of me.

Absentee:
Before… I open my eyes.
I know I will move mountains.
I will accomplish all goals.
I will endure love given to me in triple fold
Nothing will hold me back
For so I speak; therefore I will
Before I open my eyes I ask for it to be your will.
I will…
Open.
My.
Eyes…

© Dual Perspective 2013

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This is actually the second writing from Dual Perspective for the 2013. This one is about focusing on what you want then going to get it. Speaking your own future and blessings. As we go about this life we have to be able to fulfill our purpose. Dedicated to making your own dreams come through with God’s hand and will always present.

“Dual Perspective” is a collaborative work between me and a close friend & writer E. Lyric Johnson. I have posted more of our work together if anyone wanted to read more. go ahead and click on my Dual Perspective “Category” link>>>https://daabsentee.wordpress.com/category/dual-perspective/

As Always…

Stay Positive!