just as distant…
as old textbooks and encyclopedias on the shelves
asking… what else?
just to describe myself
finding out inside
is somewhere else…
it’s not the same on the outside…
here with me
I tell myself things
I truly don’t want to hear
don’t want to believe
after broken hearts
anger sparks
hot heads in cold beds
staring at the ceiling
trying to compromise
use these dealings
expressing flaws
drop jaws
wild-eyed and in awe
can this become what it was before?…
is it destined for
an edge; a cliff;
or fall…
© Da Absentee 2012
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This site really is personal; for me anyway. I am no relationship guru. I experience things and then write about it. This is a reflection of one of those down points in a relationship when you question if it is really worth all the headache that it truly causes.
As Always…
Stay Positive!
Da Absentee 