I close my eyes…
I breathe out…
I clear my thoughts…
Or at least I think I do.
Tormenting thoughts…
Creep slow.
I feel them gearing to get the best of me…
I play music in my background…
Undertaking to drain the devilish deducing…
They are beckoning me…
So loudly calling me…
Testing me…
Taunting me to lose my cool.
To yell and scream back at the bullshit…
The obstacles and adversaries.
How? Why?
Questions I ask on a daily regimen…
Is it worth the object which I pretend.
I need an ear…
I hope someone can lend…
I laugh at how.
I only take up this pen…
When I feel so close to reaching my rope’s end.
I focus…
I am in an attempt to leave all the negative…
Here on this page…
Take this life built cage…
To transform it into a catapulting stage…
© Da Absentee 2013
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A moment of feeling irate about this life…
As Always…
Stay Positive!
Da Absentee 