Getting Nowhere


-unknown author-

On being a mother;

i shelter and protect, put there needs first

i lose myself and i lose respect.

this is how i became me

i am alone

so where has it gotten me

On being a wife

i gave him all of my life

i am a shadow of my former self

and he dares to tell me

i am not myself

this is how i became me

i am support

but where has it gotten me

On being a friend

i encourage and share my secrets with them

i lose trust and they unbalance my zen

and they say i act like

i am better than them

this is how i became me

i am therapist

but where has it gotten me

On being a co-worker

i work hard and play for the team

i get stepped on and passed over

i am depressed and never listened to

this is how i became me

i am angry

but where has it gotten me

On being me

I give the world a part of me

but i am shunned

and questioned, never given a second look

yet i give life, i give love

i think i am the lady, i am suppose to be

quiet, strong and forgiving

but with all this

this is how i became me

i am an unhappy me

but where has it gotten me?

©️Da Absentee 2011

“Perspective Change”

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As Always…

Stay Positive!!

“Exhale”


dplogo

I`ve been waiting and wanting
for u to engage me
i`ve waited and used control
the heat causes me to perspire

But time wont let me exhale
it goes without fail
u know I need u close
to keep it up

I need it I want it
I can’t hold it anymore
I need your touch
to exhale like before

© Dual Perspective 2011

As Always…
Stay Positive!

“Hmmmm”


dplogo

Lyric :

Look at this,

I’m on your wall

Kinda strung out flexing, bending

Wearing your body out

………I’m speechless

My body language

has said more than my mouth

…..conversation seems endless,

but we got much more to say,

debate, but wait

I barely know your name

 

Absentee :

You shouldn’t have had let it happen

any rough seas… I navigate like a captain

I’m whats happening!

You had one too many and I took “full” advantage

from now on, I know you’ll be back …

held captive

my words, my style, my swag, that’s all it took

but you knew that’s not all I had

my name… it was just a second

all you had ta do was ask

and now your all tapped out…

empty glass!!

 

Lyric :

Naw I played drunk

I’ve always been in control,

I knew what I wanted

When I saw the way that you strolled

Into the room,

I’ve no need for the name

But I’d like to sing its tune,

I could tell you had rhythm

just not like this,

Who could have imagined

This night would end in such a body kiss

 

Absentee :

Its aiight…

tryna say I was the fool

its aiight…

Ima take it in strides

cuz I’m just dat cool

body kiss, body hold, body lock…

I heard you say stop…

talking bout control

I didn’t stop…

so ya body had ta fold…

but I’ll admit it was good.

cuz u was just dat hot

and ya body was just dat “cold”

 

Lyric :

Realize this isn’t the start,

it was the end from we began

I lived for this moment

it’s so good, I can’t pretend

but this moment is just one

an urge or fiend overdue,

from this moment forth

I’ve no interest in seeing you

not breathe you, not feel you,

not want you, not need you,

you were that

“just gotta have”

urge, the moment my eyes held you,

we sweat, we kissed, we’ve done all so grand

we’ll now part, but to let you know

you were a great one night stand.!

 

© Dual Perspective 2011

 

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This is another from my Dual Perspective – Lost In Our Thoughts undertaking. More poems will trickle in over time. I like this one for the playful banter that it had. There are actually a few poems like this flirtatious, and cocky… Loved working together with Lyric.

If any of you are interested in the DP project here is the link to the Category Page>> https://daabsentee.wordpress.com/category/dual-perspective/

I would like to thank all of you; in this space. that faithfully take the time out to come back with every post  to sit and indulge in my mind. Its appreciated and seen. 

As Always…

Stay Positive!

“When We”


dplogo

Lyric-
Breathe in, moan out, let’s kiss beyond mouths

Ab-
Mingle with dreams, walk with stars, and air each others body out.

Lyric-
I love the way you clit chat, and the way I indulge you back,

Ab-
Juice mix… thick cream, cloudy liquid, sweat and spit… You know its addictive when we mix it up like this!

Lyric-
Hmmmm baby… let’s get deeper into it….let your tongue make love to mine…

Ab-
Lets toss them up… Flip; twist; suck and try to pin them down…
I want to get deep in “like”, taste your mind, you in mine…

Lyric-
Our skins sweat desires, raging, lusting, pushing, thrusting …
We’re on a high beyond this space of time,

Ab-
When I’m in you, I’m froze in time.
Watching your reactions…
watching your body shake, watching the face you make.
Lifting your legs, trying to dig deeper in place

Lyric-
You nibble right there…
squeeze me right there, touch me over here…
Biting lips, pulling hair….
containment breaks way to my screams on the air

Ab-
I like those sounds…  They get deep in my soul, speeding me up to “lose control”, any which way…  
On our knees, under me, even you on top of me.  

Lyric-
Whatever the mood dictates,  Whatever your body language says, whatever we do is fair game……
Obedient to this… I’m loving the sound of your name

Ab-
“Yea baby” is my only reply…  
I’m trying to stay in tune…
with the beat of the room…  
I want to hold you closer in this dance…
I can feel the end coming soon.

Lyric-
Kiss me deep, thrust in me…
pull me close, doing all that we wish…  
Our forever’s fading….  
Ahhh….  
This that good shit…  
let’s go for once more after this.

Ab-
As I grab…
As I kiss…
As I try to feel all of it…  
as we do all of this…
I’m whispering in your ear…  
“I love this ; I love this”…  

Lyric-
No… Me;  
No…You  
just us and what we do, seems like eternal in a timed space,
I’m loving the magic  
breathing in your face  

Ab-
As I feel the heat from your lungs….  
I close my eyes…
I feel that last growth inside.  
I’m trembling inside,  
I rest my head on your chest…  
my heart opens wide…  

I love it when we…  

feel like we died…

© Dual Perspective 2011

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Another installment from the DP project . One of my personal favorites. As a man I guess sex is always on my mind. I just know I love the idea of 2 being 1 and in the rare moments of love-making there is nothing else but making that love come to a climax…

As Always…

Stay Positive!