“Ahem…”


When your listening…

Things work a little different.

When your thinking…

Your day progresses smoother…

When its over…

Let it be over.

Talking about doing something.

Doing something.

Then…

Also something’s…

These things; are all different things.

Stop causing the pain.

Stop loving the wrong way…

Seconds grew up to hours

Days grew up to months

To be honest.

You need to turn “enough” into an equation

So you can figure out when “its” not working.

Figure out when its not healthy.

You can do better apart than together…

Im only on the outside glaring in.

I dont need a bible to call the shit your doing a sin…

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©️Da Absentee 2019

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As Always…

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Stay Positive!

Getting Nowhere


-unknown author-

On being a mother;

i shelter and protect, put there needs first

i lose myself and i lose respect.

this is how i became me

i am alone

so where has it gotten me

On being a wife

i gave him all of my life

i am a shadow of my former self

and he dares to tell me

i am not myself

this is how i became me

i am support

but where has it gotten me

On being a friend

i encourage and share my secrets with them

i lose trust and they unbalance my zen

and they say i act like

i am better than them

this is how i became me

i am therapist

but where has it gotten me

On being a co-worker

i work hard and play for the team

i get stepped on and passed over

i am depressed and never listened to

this is how i became me

i am angry

but where has it gotten me

On being me

I give the world a part of me

but i am shunned

and questioned, never given a second look

yet i give life, i give love

i think i am the lady, i am suppose to be

quiet, strong and forgiving

but with all this

this is how i became me

i am an unhappy me

but where has it gotten me?

©️Da Absentee 2011

“Perspective Change”

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As Always…

Stay Positive!!

“New to me, New to you”


I will make our story true

Because in some places its a lie

 Trying in the eyes of others. 

Make them see what could have been 

what should have been true

How we work together. 

How i have been hurting you

How we can surpass the end of time. 

Faithful and true; what are the parts of me, that are you….

As snow birds and travelers move about 

allochthonous… misplaced but leaving a mark. 

A plain of discovery. 

Parts that are hurting yet growing me

Is it ok to partake of selective fruit

What blends of pudendal juice

Wanting to be dissected 

Small circle questions 

could he ask

How dare that enter the mind

The world is too big too many choices 

To fill and empty 1 glass

Knowing my mind

Reviewing our time

the past was the last

Open mind open time

Plural or singular you are always mine

I am always yours

My more will come with time

“The Gray”


I believe in the black & white

The ups and downs

But there is always the gray

Everything is never 

Cut and dry 

west and east

Life always brings us to the in-betweens

never live in this area

The place where things ideas and people slip by. 

 The gray is where the time flies

Where everything blends 

Where the secrets start and end 

where you and reality are distant friends