Tag Archives: disappointment

“Ahem…”

Posted by Da Absentee on

When your listening…

Things work a little different.

When your thinking…

Your day progresses smoother…

When its over…

Let it be over.

Talking about doing something.

Doing something.

Then…

Also something’s…

These things; are all different things.

Stop causing the pain.

Stop loving the wrong way…

Seconds grew up to hours

Days grew up to months

To be honest.

You need to turn “enough” into an equation

So you can figure out when “its” not working.

Figure out when its not healthy.

You can do better apart than together…

Im only on the outside glaring in.

I dont need a bible to call the shit your doing a sin…

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©️Da Absentee 2019

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As Always…

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Stay Positive!

“Haven’t Succeeded”

Posted by Da Absentee on

I can’t talk to you…

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Not for not wanting to talk to you 
Not for wanting to ignore you
It’s because of how much I have disappointed you.

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What can I say that would make up…
the heartache 
The headache… 
I caused. 

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I believe 
I deserve your love 
I haven’t shown you 
I deserve it.  

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what can I do to show you …
I know how to love you right
I’m sorry…

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I know this has not been easy. 
The stress. 
The ups and downs. 
Worrying about the bills 
Worrying about this life
worrying about me. 
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asking me to spend time with you 
I haven’t.
Why 
I really don’t know why. 
I try and plan. Then something always comes up. 

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Am I making excuses 
but this life…
it just is…
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you deserve more than something small. 
can’t even give you that. 
Some grand gesture 
You don’t …
We don’t need all of that
I just want it to be sincere
Truth
Simple

I thought I could be the man you needed. 

It’s all in that last line…
Even though its just that…

I haven’t succeeded…
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© Da Absentee 2015

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As Always…

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Stay Positive!