Thinking…


These thoughts I have

Everyday.

See different light

Can you compose a scene in light /bright colors

Yet call the finish product “a dark night”?….

These thoughts I had are ever changing.

If i complain “with” facts.

Cant that be called “blaming”?…

These thoughts i wish to have.

Of good times with a smoother path.

Every night.

The drive to get there

Could ultimately cut my “living” in half…

These thoughts; all these thoughts

Hold me down

Conform with gravity

Keep my feet on the ground

Fighter for a rematch…

See you next time around…

©️Da Absentee 2019

As Always…

Stay Positive!

“I wanted to say something…”


 

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Don’t let this world; or anyone play with your head
That includes you…
Don’t let the world or others; influence how you see yourself
.
Stop shunning yourself;
doubting yourself
no one should love you
more than you love yourself
.
Tossing is uncomfortable
Turning is not the same as change
You are not unreasonable
.
Right now… You are irreplacable
Someone knows your beautiful
Skin color, blemishes, stretch marks and dark spots;
No concern
The thin, thick or in between you
No matter how you look
someone has love to give to you
.
Somewhere
the only thing you would want is love in return
Stop asking yourself
Who would, who could
love me, want me
.
Feel secure in you
Even after months of dedicated work
On being a better you
Do you say to yourself?
“I love you”
.
You are monetary
Rich now; that was unavailable
You are stability
worlds falling apart
Yet your insurance and safety
.
You’re sanctuary
day runs smooth; make this world make sense
Never give you up, know what you have
Comprehend whats worth fighting for
.
You worry about being a mom
Being better than yours
Loving better than yours
Letting your seed know you love her
Dont worry ma…
She knows
.
No one to replace you
Dont think you excel in some areas
And fall in others
you are far beyond that level
.
Just be you
Live with you
Live with this life you made
Its yours after all
.
You are
independent, strong…
.
You can leave a legacy.
Working hard alone is never wrong….
.
(C) Da Absentee 2016
.
As Always…
Stay Positive!