Fill My Drift…


These days
my thoughts always drift to you. Imagining how you feel.
The right courses of touch.
Your taste and how I would fluff.
Bask in the details
and the curves of your tail.
Floating on air of in/exhale.
How to lead you to bliss.
These are the only things that nowadays…
fill my drift…

(C) Da Absentee 2014

As Always…
Stay positive!

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“One Definition”


rose
 
Love strong
last forever
 
fighter
bring it on
 
infinity… carry on
center of attraction
just born
fresh
classical
so I call you song
legend lives on
 
soft
I want to lay my head on
 
hear your voice 
waves in my world
find their calm
 
protective
so nothing can be harmed
 
individuals mesmerized by your ways and charm
 
you’re the queen
every bee wants to swarm…
 
Woman…
 
© Da Absentee 2012
 
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For all the beautiful creatures that God placed on this earth to accompany Man… This is “One Definition”. My definition.
 
As Always…
 
Stay Positive!

“Next To You…”


Broken Glass

I’m lost
I’m torn
I’m troubled
I see if I can escape
Escape
To places where I should not be
I can’t return
Crossed over
Crossed that place in time
Crossed
Crossed that line
I know where I want to be
Know where I need to be
It’s not the same as where I am
Or where I should be
Fragments of me
Lost in memory
Dreaming
Thoughts
My thoughts
Not perfect
I long for the past
The present can stay
I think of those choice days
I could reconfigure
To change my steps
Realign what I need to do
So I can end up…

Next to you…

© Da Absentee 2013

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Dedicated to the “Ones” who got away! It’s the whole go back in time and “What would I do different?” question. It’s me telling my past love that I didn’t even know I had; of the desire to change history to be with them. It’s the sadness that comes with knowing that such things will and cannot ever happen…???

As Always…

Stay Positive!

“Forbidden”


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Can’t…

I can’t begin to chronicle what has been taken away…

…the events that has led me to this…

I’ve walked away before but here I am,

only once more,

praying you indulge me like before.

It’s just so strong…

this force, your presence, these feelings

that guide me to you… even turn…

I find my way to you.

So foolish to want that which I can’t have…

but oh so tempting and juicy…

that fruit of forbidden flavors…

that nectar; I have in my hands

and can’t attempt to savor…

to partake… a burden I care not to bare…

Oh How My Heart Breaks!

Couldn’t I just take you?

…of course… I can…

It’s just time and planning… isn’t it

easy?

I think it would be easy…..

It would be….e…a…s..y…

to lay down and die for pleasure’s gain,

cry blood for heaven again,

give love despite my hearts pain…

But it was me who placed my form in tortures midst..

it’s me that took what I wanted…

Now it’s me that’s going to stand firm against it

Or stand firm until my human nature consumes me…

placing myself in the midst of this fury of feelings I have

Yes…these feelings I have…

I know their pure of heart… but their still bad…

Can I be forgiven for where they have gone?

Can I ?

I’ve already pressed the fruit across my lips,

hoping to bite

it smells so sweet…

and my strength,… my will is eluding me.

NO!!

It can’t and shouldn’t be…

the lust for it is getting the best of me…

It’s folding around and holding all of me,

where’s divine intervention, when I need it in front of me?

Just brush it against my teeth,

just one press and I’ll be in heaven.

on a moments high…

I’d like to retreat…

but I’ve gone past the point of reason…

trying to hold on to sanity….

I’m living and seeing it; and still can’t explain it…

I want it, even tho you forbade it…

I’m Going To Have IT!!

Even if I have to… detain it!

…teeth sunken in,

nectar rolls on my tongue,

heart fulfilled,

I’m so high…

consequence eludes this moment

I’m just living for this……….

………YOU and I

© Dual Perspective 2011

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I havent added any of these pieces to the site in a long time and well it was something on twitter that got me thinking of this one.  So I decided to share. For those of you who are new Dual Perspective is a joint venture where my partner and I split the creative process right down the middle of every poem. Each piece is written in a “perspective”. Examples would be  male and female, pros and cons, one person, love or lust. Personally I am very fond of the ones where it appears only one person has written it. Well all the work follows the same tone and its a good size of work we have together. So I hope you guys enjoy. Please feel free to tell me what you think.

“Forbidden” is about wanting or lusting after someone or something you cannot or should not have. The struggle knowing what is right and what is wrong and how you choose to act upon those feelings.

If anyone is interested in checking out the other poems already posted from Dual Perspective I am adding the link to the “category” to this post here>>> https://daabsentee.wordpress.com/category/dual-perspective/

As Always…

Stay Positive!

“Part, Spiritual”


From hence and moments after
Goal… Capture…
Quintessence; no matter where it may lead,
Or go

We love each others soul
parts we know… parts we understand;
test of time?
Hardest to obtain, difficulty in explaining.

Out of body – transfigured – heavenly plain

After all defenses are down
all walls broken,

heart and mind…
Equally open…

Time; Trust; Reverence and Comprehending.

That part of me, factually all of me…
Infallible, absolute, uncontaminated; unexaggerated…

Is what I give to you,
this would show how much I love you.

How extensive I want our love to be
this is the part where i`ve given…
and you have…

all of me…

© Da Absentee 2011

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The second installment of a 3 part series . Rooted in the “Fabrics Of Me” theme. It is a reflection of how I think we love people we are romantically involved with. Spiritual, Mental, Physical. My basic interpretations.

As Always…

Stay Positive!

“Thoughts – 16”


thoughts
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
We started way too deep, way too quick.
Totally explosive.
I used you as meds speedily increased my dosage.
Since you were willing I was unscrupulous.

Can you forgive me ???

Even tho I know I could, it doesn`t mean that I should…

 
I was wrong…

Something internally, is undoubtedly, wrong…

with me. Is this me ?
 
I`m confused with my own nature…
My own behaviour
I`ve crossed the line marked caution
Heading right into labeled danger.

“Hi, stranger”…

 
We don’t speak, We do speak
grab the silent bite to eat 
but in writing.
exchange the quiet, private exchange
 
You can`t hear my stuttered speech.
what we have right now…
Unique…

Pick my brain.
I lay my words…

when you cross my mind
 
You see this;
it will either strengthen or extinguish…

It does not matter…

 
if by chance this stays the same…  
or we stop,
I know I wouldn`t be the same.

They say making love is also accomplished in the brain,

there in… is where the problem begins.  
 
When it comes down to it.
 
You have your hand in a piece of me
Where my icons live, pieces of my soul
I readily give.
 
I think I’m drunk,
I have been broken by the train of words alone
 innocence of imagination, has steered me wrong
you have taken me under your arms
help build foundation…
something to stand on
 
a person of relevance
I would hate to see… pass on…
 
© Da Absentee 2011
 
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Sometimes people come into your life that make such an unexpected impact. It would be disastrous if they were ever not be around anymore.
 
As Always…
 
Stay Positive!

“Position 1”


As I walk over to you, sitting on the bed…
I clear my thoughts…
I don’t want anything to cloud…
How I feel right now, you can tell by the look in my eyes…
I want you now.

I climb in the bed behind you…
And pull you close…
So I can feel your skin on my skin.

Our bodies exposed…

You know I really don’t need;
No lingerie, no heels, no tight clothes…

All I need is just how we are… naked, and bare.
So I can feel the parts that’s hot;
and the parts that’s cold;
The parts wet, the parts dry…

The smooth… the goosebumps, the rugged terrain…
The parts I wanna see open and close, the parts I wanna see leak and drain…

The parts I wanna see jiggle, the parts I wanna hit, The parts I wanna squeeze…
The parts I wanna pinch…
The parts I wanna please…
The parts i`m tryna get in between…

Where im tryna get inside, I pull you closer so you can feel my manhood rise…
I`m sliding my hands from your knees…
To your inner thighs…
Spreading them wide…
Then back to your knees, up to slip a finger into that…
Wet… Hot… Throbbing… Spot… 

“I`m just checking to see if its hot”…
Up over your belly button; both hands grip that stomach tight…
I`m sucking on your neck in pure delight…

Up to your breasts…
caress… crossed…
Left to right… Right to left…

I feel the nipples…
Hard…
With the palm of my hands…
“Palms real sweaty…”
Go slow…
Circular motion, their slipping off…
Flick and rub them into position…

Attention…

Your rocking backwards tryna get my attention.
” I hear and feel you babe”
So fa now…
I`ll let you go…
Let me get up; so you can lay down slow… 

I need you on your back and ready to receive… Me… Oh so generous; me…
Baby girl;
I wanna do what I love to do…

“I do love to eat you”…

Some say it aint got no taste…
I say it do…
After it marinate…
The only way to describe it…
“Is that it tastes like you”…

I wanna tantalize that clit…
Spit and suck on it…
Use my tongue…
And press on it, til it numb…
“Nibble on the pink… like it`s bubble gum…

Seeing you wiggle and move…
Moan and breathe, breathe and groan…
I can always tell when i`m in the zone…
Making what you don`t like to share…

“mmmm”…
Make it my own,
I ain`t tryna let you up…

She’s salivating enough…
To fill up a cup…
And i`m sucking and licking…
Sucking it all up…

You  know…
So I gotta tell you…
You got dat good stuff…

I feel the quiver; I feel the vibrating…
Tryna sit up and holding my head
Now you gyrating…
I can tell its right there.

You hitting my back, like you telling me…
Come up for air…
I hear your thunderous breath…
Of exhale…
Then you fall flat..
I`m up now smirking… …

“DAMN”… 
I love to see you like that…

© Da Absentee 2010

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