“Promises”


rings

I to you
plans to unfold successfully
stability never-ending
infinite as mathematics
traceable with repeat-ability
someone to confide
dreams, secrets, aspirations
even appreciate your dark-side
understand who you are
inside
your judge not bound
by law or regulation

I to you
stand and stick
by you
there to our end
together as shadows…
complementing instruments
an ensemble…
friends

I promise now
promised then
if it comes down to it
ever forgotten
i`ll remind
and promise it
again…

© Da Absentee 2011

As Always…
Stay Positive!

“Tell You Why…”


What has happen since the beginning…
whatever it is
it’s different
now and then; back then;
all I wanted was more “intense” 
put anyone on the floor
feel you from a thousand miles away
to pick up the phone to say”I can hear when you thinking of me”

6th sense love
have it now…
yet

can’t find the rainbow;
can’t touch the pot of gold …Description changing

about to unfold,
become undone.
looking at it…
I “told” myself you were the one.I didn’t want to be fake,

so I threw my heart in & gave it my all
now i`m so engrossed…
I don’t, I know, I can’t fall…
For everyone’s sake.
I hold and support everything…
Who am I
degrade the work & blessings given to me…
my family?I have let it be known…

I don’t want to continue this.
Be a part of this life we have created…
I can’t tell you why…Why you love me so much;

I know you do…
I have transformed your being.
Even if you didn’t tell me
I knew
I`ve loved you how every woman needs
would want to be loved.
Turned your whole panoramic view around,
encouraged,
bared more than asked of me.I can’t tell you why?

If I want to be me…

Because nowadays
when I think of me
I don’t like me
matter of fact
I’m not even me
caught myself being fake to me
Can you tell me why?
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© Da Absentee 2011
As Always…
Stay Positive!

“Is It Destined For…”


 
arguing
 
 
just as distant…
 
as old textbooks and encyclopedias on the shelves
asking… what else?
 
just to describe myself
finding out inside
is somewhere else…
 
it’s not the same on the outside…
 
here with me
I tell myself things
I truly don’t want to hear
don’t want to believe
after broken hearts
anger sparks
hot heads in cold beds
staring at the ceiling
trying to compromise
use these dealings
expressing flaws
drop jaws
wild-eyed and in awe
can this become what it was before?…
 
is it destined for
an edge; a cliff;
or  fall…
 
© Da Absentee 2012
 
*****
 
This site really is personal; for me anyway. I am no relationship guru. I experience things and then write about it. This is a reflection of one of those down points in a relationship when you question if it is really worth all the headache that it truly causes.
 
As Always…
 
Stay Positive!

“Golden” #Repost


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Silent behind 4 walls
sunrise, cool night breeze lingers in the window.
eventful day, schedule shows
first back & forth
silhouettes erode
breakfast, clean and launder clothes
buttery eggs
with toast on salty lips
days off
no face
no clock ticks
work indoors as the day glows
some skin exposed.
Turning transition clears turns, turns you to me…
we clean every which way
reflection cleaner to class the day
you’re in solid form
almost norm
fluff all the right places
just my height
just my taste
you know your just my shape
fruit salad your just my plate
wait…
landscape…
wax, polish, spit shine
with a slow song written all over your face
the salad, green tart grapes
easy music listening
dishes sparkling, shotting gin on a lazy day
stirred not shaken
regular wash
hardly starched
don’t need you done up
just lightly dressed
sandals, panties, bra, worn flowered dress
not going anywhere so you can skip the rest
hints and quips
never speech
silent but understood
bending. sweeping. standing on feet.
I just stare…
everything else .. obsolete
smell of fresh clean laundry fills the air
kid searching… find them nowhere
just me & you
you & me
I & you
you & I…
lovely how the time…
…turtles… by
quick snack
20 minute adult nap
barter nick knacks
warm popsicle
for a hot snatch
then calibrate the rest of the day
just to relax.
sun floats down while the night falls
finally we drift silent behind 4 walls…

© Da Absentee 2011

*****

When I wrote this, I was in the middle of a mini vacation where it so happen that the wife and I were able to spend the day alone. Without the kids “enjoying ourselves”.

As Always…

Stay Positive!

“For Play, Foreplay, Our Play – 1”


what we use, for play…
advances foreplay
enhances our play…

stepping-stones,
history with cosmic cyclones

we articulate from bell to smartphones
battles at home
reek love jones

don’t chill
but excite bones
as we converse
over Sauvignon
we traverse
through exotic zones

un-rehearsed
we fall into a calm…
disposition…
while, while in the fade …
slow tunes hitting

I’m a new 90’s
New Mill kinda guy
I’m a
Kells – SWV – Jaheim – Trey – Tank, Dream
Xscape – En Vogue – TLC – Silkk & Shai
Ginuwine & Mint Condition
Guy
Kinda guy

I’m an Old soul
so I don’t talk about wishing
I demand action
and ask for attention
if we are going to sit down
we going have to do it
like a convention

we can talk poetry
but prefer mine
because it calculates the mood
and coexists with the wine
making our time…
timeless time
expand and freeze
fans and ac
mix candles
incense
stagnant breeze
heavy vanilla
cool…
72°

Intellectual passing words
describe intentions of you and me
I’m independent strong…
firm
I’ll commandeer
while you steer
and heave
the dark inclinations
of your inner
erratic enthusiast

© Da Absentee 2011

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*****
Being wrapped up in the love of your partner can be a beautiful thing. It can induce so much emotion and memories that it could last for years…

As Always…

Stay Positive!