“What I Don’t Know”

The answers to the questions of my world lie within these pages
within these lines, within another time
I can`t answer or find them now
these choice words are just being written
in mass confusion, in a mask of confusion

I lock my heart expeditiously,
I make nothing seen; I don’t leave a mark that would betray me
I see the monsters, see the monster
the one I created… in turn created me
I am what I think… I think to create…

Life is too short
to dwell on
from and through my mistakes
must adapt, must move on
consider new states
these words, these lines
my escape…


© Da Absentee 2014


As Always…

Stay Positive!



I to you
plans to unfold successfully
stability never-ending
infinite as mathematics
traceable with repeat-ability
someone to confide
dreams, secrets, aspirations
even appreciate your dark-side
understand who you are
your judge not bound
by law or regulation

I to you
stand and stick
by you
there to our end
together as shadows…
complementing instruments
an ensemble…

I promise now
promised then
if it comes down to it
ever forgotten
i`ll remind
and promise it

© Da Absentee 2011

As Always…
Stay Positive!

“Point Break”

When did you arrive?
How did you arrive?
Did you boil?
Did you bubble up inside?
When is it enough?
How is it enough ?
Were you in denial?
Did it seem fake?
When did you learn?
How did you learn ?
Making the same mistakes…
Its become a choice.
Are you not the least concerned?
You say you hurt;
yet forward looks a lot like reverse.
You`ve been victimized…
By love and her cohorts.
So when is it quits?
When do you stop putting up with the shit?
When do you react for you?
take away its control
and get back to what’s best for you…
The act of only loving you….
© Da Absentee 2012
Sometimes we have to shake off the negative people and things in our lives. Sometimes we have to ask  “when is enough, enough?” When will we stop hurting ourselves to possibly make the negative better? How about making yourself better?
As Always…
Stay Positive!