Fill My Drift…

Posted by Da Absentee on December 8, 2014

These days
my thoughts always drift to you. Imagining how you feel.
The right courses of touch.
Your taste and how I would fluff.
Bask in the details
and the curves of your tail.
Floating on air of in/exhale.
How to lead you to bliss.
These are the only things that nowadays…
fill my drift…

As Always…
Stay positive!

“Pressure To Perform”

Posted by Da Absentee on September 1, 2014

Chronic love
ready hold you steady
tight cuddle… teddy
Dont know if im ready
the thought of
the attempt of
to make love
last long
love strong
I dont even understand
what & why men put so much emphasis on
have all this pressure to perform
so being a man
i know plenty have the urge to cheat
do what we can
to cum strong
stay long
keep that hard on
experience ed or premature
but for everything your going to be good at
you gotta prepare for
men have become lazy
dont wanna work for nothing
not even proper gratification
love satisfaction
then have the nerve to complain
about negative reactions…

“Tell You Why…”

Posted by Da Absentee on January 30, 2014

What has happen since the beginning…

whatever it is
it’s different

now and then; back then;

all I wanted was more “intense”

put anyone on the floor
feel you from a thousand miles away
to pick up the phone to say”I can hear when you thinking of me”

6th sense love
have it now…
yet

can’t find the rainbow;

can’t touch the pot of gold …Description changing

about to unfold,

become undone.
looking at it…

I “told” myself you were the one.I didn’t want to be fake,

so I threw my heart in & gave it my all

now i`m so engrossed…

I don’t, I know, I can’t fall…

For everyone’s sake.

I hold and support everything…

Who am I

degrade the work & blessings given to me…

my family?I have let it be known…

I don’t want to continue this.

Be a part of this life we have created…

I can’t tell you why…Why you love me so much;

I know you do…

I have transformed your being.

Even if you didn’t tell me

I knew

I`ve loved you how every woman needs

would want to be loved.

Turned your whole panoramic view around,

encouraged,

bared more than asked of me.I can’t tell you why?

If I want to be me…

Because nowadays

when I think of me

I don’t like me

matter of fact

I’m not even me

caught myself being fake to me

Can you tell me why?

As Always…

Stay Positive!

“Need Me Some You”

Posted by Da Absentee on October 11, 2013

Need me some you
tell me how can just a gesture
make the unspeakable premonitions
come through
ring true
R. Kelly in the back ground
my body`s calling…
for you
pleasure proportionate to me
Rest your ego
place your personage with me
as bona-fide as it can be
don’t tell me I cant have you now
just tell me when and how….

*****

As Always…

Stay Positive!