Getting Nowhere


-unknown author-

On being a mother;

i shelter and protect, put there needs first

i lose myself and i lose respect.

this is how i became me

i am alone

so where has it gotten me

On being a wife

i gave him all of my life

i am a shadow of my former self

and he dares to tell me

i am not myself

this is how i became me

i am support

but where has it gotten me

On being a friend

i encourage and share my secrets with them

i lose trust and they unbalance my zen

and they say i act like

i am better than them

this is how i became me

i am therapist

but where has it gotten me

On being a co-worker

i work hard and play for the team

i get stepped on and passed over

i am depressed and never listened to

this is how i became me

i am angry

but where has it gotten me

On being me

I give the world a part of me

but i am shunned

and questioned, never given a second look

yet i give life, i give love

i think i am the lady, i am suppose to be

quiet, strong and forgiving

but with all this

this is how i became me

i am an unhappy me

but where has it gotten me?

©️Da Absentee 2011

“Perspective Change”

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As Always…

Stay Positive!!

“I wanted to say something…”


 

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Don’t let this world; or anyone play with your head
That includes you…
Don’t let the world or others; influence how you see yourself
.
Stop shunning yourself;
doubting yourself
no one should love you
more than you love yourself
.
Tossing is uncomfortable
Turning is not the same as change
You are not unreasonable
.
Right now… You are irreplacable
Someone knows your beautiful
Skin color, blemishes, stretch marks and dark spots;
No concern
The thin, thick or in between you
No matter how you look
someone has love to give to you
.
Somewhere
the only thing you would want is love in return
Stop asking yourself
Who would, who could
love me, want me
.
Feel secure in you
Even after months of dedicated work
On being a better you
Do you say to yourself?
“I love you”
.
You are monetary
Rich now; that was unavailable
You are stability
worlds falling apart
Yet your insurance and safety
.
You’re sanctuary
day runs smooth; make this world make sense
Never give you up, know what you have
Comprehend whats worth fighting for
.
You worry about being a mom
Being better than yours
Loving better than yours
Letting your seed know you love her
Dont worry ma…
She knows
.
No one to replace you
Dont think you excel in some areas
And fall in others
you are far beyond that level
.
Just be you
Live with you
Live with this life you made
Its yours after all
.
You are
independent, strong…
.
You can leave a legacy.
Working hard alone is never wrong….
.
(C) Da Absentee 2016
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As Always…
Stay Positive!