I can’t talk to you…

Not for not; wanting to talk to you
Not for wanting to ignore you
It’s how much I have disappointed you.

What can I say that would make up…
The heartache; The headache. I caused.

I believe; I deserve your love
I haven’t shown you;  I deserve your love.

What can I do to show you…
I know how to love you right…
I’m sorry…

I know this has not been easy.
The stress; the ups and downs.
Worrying about the bills. Worrying about this life.
Worrying about me.

Time not spending time with you.
I just haven’t.
Why?
I really don’t know why. I try and plan. Something comes up.

Am I making excuses with this about this life…
This life just is.

You deserve more than something small.
I couldn’t even give you that.
You don’t; we don’t need all of that
I just want it to be sincere
Truth & Simple & Rare

I thought I could be the man you needed. 

It’s all in that last line…
Even though it’s just that…

I haven’t succeeded…

© Da Absentee 2015 revised 2024

As Always…

Stay Positive!