9 – Your Course


Clox Da Absentee

Is the fault really yours
should you have seen, known all the signs
should you have recognized
that they needed more than you
more than one
more than you could have ever provided

don’t be crazy to believe
let someone tell you, It’s all your fault
is it your fault?
don`t know…
you shouldn’t care
because as of right now
that kind of thinking
will get you nowhere

they were damaged and bruised
that’s how they were received
that’s how they came to you
threats of life taking are numbing you
if that’s what they want
let them go ahead and do it already

only thing you do now
is wait, the waiting
you need more time
you need to take this into your own hands
force it down, elongate that spine

some will examine
some will say its shitty
some will call it pity
you were  trapped by vicinity
you couldn’t help
if you didn’t know how
can’t help if you don’t intervene
somehow their weak
they can’t move past hence
the past is constantly kicking their ass
if not clipped
they will attempt flight
which will be their last

You should be on a mission to cleanse
no more pretend
mind may be racing
without seeing an end
it’s a longer road than desired
but it’s yours
your monster, your friend
uncalculated unrestricted
your unconquerable end

© Da Absentee 2012

As Always…

Stay Positive!

9 – Answering The Questions…


Sorry for the confusion…

Thank you for using me to capture a thought.

On to the questions…

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“How the fuck am I supposed to know?”

Your not, i should have taken the time to place an eloquent comment, with proper sentence structure and context.

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“Are you friend or foe?”

Friend.

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“Do you know?”

I do, i have no reason to be your enemy.

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“Ain’t no gray so are you going or staying?”

Staying… i am a fan

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“Ain’t no gray so do you love me or do you hate me?”

Love you.

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“How the fuck am I supposed to know if you don’t actually say so?”

Your not. I have to tell you.

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“Are your actions the distractions or vice versa?”

My actions are my actions. No distraction.

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“Ain’t no gray so are you coming or going?”

Coming. Matter fact i am always “coming” to see how its “going”.

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“What does what you chose to say really mean?”

What I should have said….

This piece is cute! Love the title. I can actually picture or see you or another woman, delivering this message to a possible suitor or someone trying to pick you up. When i read it. The closing to me has hints of sarcasm that i can relate too. Also the tie with the bones, your hair and the filter makes you look very appealing. #cute

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“Does it mean what i think that you think that i think it means?”

You wouldn’t know. We cant read each others minds. This setting is terrible relaying all that emotion and inference.

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“Does it mean anything?”

It means i liked the post. I liked the picture.

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I’m sorry for the confusion. I should have taken more care. I stepped into your space, feeling to comfortable and letting caution travel by air.

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I’m sorry for the confusion. Sarcasm is funny to me. Its where you can find me more than regularly.

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I’m sorry for the confusion. I love your work. I should support your work. I dont think your stupid or dumb as fuck.

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I’m sorry for the confusion. Thanks for acknowledging me. I see you! Thanks for a 15 second moment of fame in your universe.

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Signed your fan.

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Da Absentee