I’m really

Really 

trying to ground myself in reality

Keep telling me 

asking me 

whats wrong with me

Im solid im straight

What I need 

what I believe is 2 different things

I need my own peace. 

What I believe

We shouldn’t fall apart because of material

But material is what i need 

to continue to provide the cereal

The material is what provides the shelter

Material keeps the kids in school

Keep this internet and the cable 

you cant sit in this house without on.   

It keeps the car note paid 

Keeps the car on the road 

sorry if 

I’m caught up in the material thread

I’m sorry 

if it’s the only thing that’s filling my head

Bond and strength 

At this rate 

I might as well be dead…
 

© Da Absentee 2015

As Always…

Stay Positive!